In Joy and Sorrow: Table of Contents
Links to all chapters:
Chapter One, Not an average groupie
Chapter Two, Caught the mouse
Chapter Three, Under cover of sunshine
Chapter Four, Angel behind those eyes
Chapter Five, Insane walls
Chapter Six, Ferry fear
Chapter Seven, Such a burden
Chapter Eight, Escape the tears
Chapter Nine, Risk it all
Chapter Ten, Truth can never spoil
Chapter Eleven, Dirty in the downfall
Chapter Twelve, Dream
Chapter Thirteen, Chain of pain and fear
Chapter Fourteen, Luck would have it
Chapter Fifteen, Addicted
Chapter Sixteen, Striking Bam
Chapter Seventeen, Tsunami of repression
Chapter Eighteen, Erase the deep shadows
Chapter Nineteen, Seven voicemails
Chapter Twenty, A normal girl
Chapter Twenty-one, Not sand
Chapter Twenty-two, A stopping place
Chapter Twenty-three, Believe
Chapter Twenty-four, Club dues
Chapter Twenty-five, Drunken reverie
Chapter Twenty-six, Reveal
Chapter Twenty-seven, Tension
Chapter Twenty-eight, Welcome to Finland
Chapter Twenty-nine, Fairytale Castle
Chapter Thirty, Don't remember yesterday
Chapter Thirty-one, Past never leaves
Chapter Thirty-two, Tip of the island
Chapter Thirty-three, Judge and Jury
Chapter Thirty-four, Haunted memories
Chapter Thirty-five, Home
Chapter Thirty-six, The tides
Chapter Thirty-seven, Louder than words
Chapter Thirty-eight, Questions
Chapter Thirty-nine, Bathtub
Chapter Forty, Unplanned
Chapter Forty-one, Horse stomach
Chapter Forty-two, Cravings
Chapter Forty-three, Sane Kat?
Chapter Forty-four, Cold and alone
Chapter Forty-five, Not the anti-Christ
Chapter Forty-six, Atonement
Chapter Forty-seven, Nice little punch
Chapter Forty-eight, American in the vicinty
Chapter Forty-nine, Wanderlust returns
Chapter Fifty, Bat out of Helsinki
Chapter Fifty-one, Into hell
Chapter Fifty-two, Ruined angel
Chapter Fifty-three, Underfed
Chapter Fifty-four, Move heaven and earth
Chapter Fifty-five, It's a....
Chapter Fifty-six, Isi
Chapter Fifty-seven, Social contract
Chapter Fifty-eight, Visceral response
Chapter Fifty-nine, The horses
Chapter SIXTY, Changing auras
Chapter Sixty-one, Broken
Chapter Sixty-two, Glitter
Chapter Sixty-three, Sleighed by a horse
Chapter Sixty-four, Dance in the stars
Chapter Sixty-five, World moves
Chapter Sixty-six, Join you
Chapter Sixty-seven, Homeward bound
Chapter Sixty-eight, An almond in the porridge
Chapter Sixty-nine, Santa Claus is coming to town
Chapter Seventy, Silver bells
Chapter Seventy-one, Soul Extension
Chapter Seventy-two, Clearance
Chapter Seventy-three, Back in the saddle
Chapter Seventy-four, Too big for a bow
Chapter Seventy-five, A glittering explosion
Chapter Seventy-six, Never go away
Chapter Seventy-seven, Chaos personified
Chapter Seventy-eight, Love is never simple
Chapter Seventy-nine, Gateway to heaven
Chapter Eighty, Die a little
Chapter Eighty-one, It's time
Chapter Eighty-two, Pregnant reaction
Chapter Eighty-three, Late
Chapter Eighty-four, Shrunk
Chapter Eighty-five, Family life
Chapter Eighty-six, Jubiliant and Smelly
Chapter Eighty-seven, Ray of light
Chapter Eighty-eight, Bebe
Chapter Eighty-nine, Providence
Chapter Ninety, Make the decision
Chapter Ninety-one, Out with it
Chapter Ninety-two, No longer hiding
Chapter Ninety-three, Anywhere but here
Chapter Ninety-four, New celibacy
Chapter Ninety-five, Walk away
Chapter Ninety-six, Withdrawal
Chapter Ninety-seven, Keep this storm
Chapter Ninety-eight, Always and forevermore
Chapter Ninety-nine, Just a single mom
Chapter One hundred, Lonely bed
Chapter One hundred one, Devoid of good ideas
Chapter One hundred two, Sound so easy
Chapter One hundred three, Awakening babes
Chapter One hundred four, Missing
Chapter One hundred five, Giggling and wiggling
Chapter One hundred six, Things are looking...
Chapter One hundred seven, At all
Chapter One hundred eight, It's a start
Chapter One hundred nine, Trees
Chapter One hundred ten, Taste her anger
Chapter One hundred eleven, Conversations
Chapter One hundred twelve, Spinning
Chapter One hundred thirteen, Chances
Chapter One hundred fourteen, Small beginnings
Chapter One hundred fifteen, Didn't understand
Chapter One hundred sixteen, Gone
Chapter One hundred seventeen, Dressed up
Chapter One hundred eighteen, In the door
Chapter One hundred nineteen, Brotherly... love
Chapter One hundred twenty, Shards
Chapter One hundred twenty-one, Steel bars
Chapter One hundred twenty-two, Beginnings
Chapter One hundred twenty-three, Endings
Epilogue, Faith regained
Chapter One, Not an average groupie
Chapter Two, Caught the mouse
Chapter Three, Under cover of sunshine
Chapter Four, Angel behind those eyes
Chapter Five, Insane walls
Chapter Six, Ferry fear
Chapter Seven, Such a burden
Chapter Eight, Escape the tears
Chapter Nine, Risk it all
Chapter Ten, Truth can never spoil
Chapter Eleven, Dirty in the downfall
Chapter Twelve, Dream
Chapter Thirteen, Chain of pain and fear
Chapter Fourteen, Luck would have it
Chapter Fifteen, Addicted
Chapter Sixteen, Striking Bam
Chapter Seventeen, Tsunami of repression
Chapter Eighteen, Erase the deep shadows
Chapter Nineteen, Seven voicemails
Chapter Twenty, A normal girl
Chapter Twenty-one, Not sand
Chapter Twenty-two, A stopping place
Chapter Twenty-three, Believe
Chapter Twenty-four, Club dues
Chapter Twenty-five, Drunken reverie
Chapter Twenty-six, Reveal
Chapter Twenty-seven, Tension
Chapter Twenty-eight, Welcome to Finland
Chapter Twenty-nine, Fairytale Castle
Chapter Thirty, Don't remember yesterday
Chapter Thirty-one, Past never leaves
Chapter Thirty-two, Tip of the island
Chapter Thirty-three, Judge and Jury
Chapter Thirty-four, Haunted memories
Chapter Thirty-five, Home
Chapter Thirty-six, The tides
Chapter Thirty-seven, Louder than words
Chapter Thirty-eight, Questions
Chapter Thirty-nine, Bathtub
Chapter Forty, Unplanned
Chapter Forty-one, Horse stomach
Chapter Forty-two, Cravings
Chapter Forty-three, Sane Kat?
Chapter Forty-four, Cold and alone
Chapter Forty-five, Not the anti-Christ
Chapter Forty-six, Atonement
Chapter Forty-seven, Nice little punch
Chapter Forty-eight, American in the vicinty
Chapter Forty-nine, Wanderlust returns
Chapter Fifty, Bat out of Helsinki
Chapter Fifty-one, Into hell
Chapter Fifty-two, Ruined angel
Chapter Fifty-three, Underfed
Chapter Fifty-four, Move heaven and earth
Chapter Fifty-five, It's a....
Chapter Fifty-six, Isi
Chapter Fifty-seven, Social contract
Chapter Fifty-eight, Visceral response
Chapter Fifty-nine, The horses
Chapter SIXTY, Changing auras
Chapter Sixty-one, Broken
Chapter Sixty-two, Glitter
Chapter Sixty-three, Sleighed by a horse
Chapter Sixty-four, Dance in the stars
Chapter Sixty-five, World moves
Chapter Sixty-six, Join you
Chapter Sixty-seven, Homeward bound
Chapter Sixty-eight, An almond in the porridge
Chapter Sixty-nine, Santa Claus is coming to town
Chapter Seventy, Silver bells
Chapter Seventy-one, Soul Extension
Chapter Seventy-two, Clearance
Chapter Seventy-three, Back in the saddle
Chapter Seventy-four, Too big for a bow
Chapter Seventy-five, A glittering explosion
Chapter Seventy-six, Never go away
Chapter Seventy-seven, Chaos personified
Chapter Seventy-eight, Love is never simple
Chapter Seventy-nine, Gateway to heaven
Chapter Eighty, Die a little
Chapter Eighty-one, It's time
Chapter Eighty-two, Pregnant reaction
Chapter Eighty-three, Late
Chapter Eighty-four, Shrunk
Chapter Eighty-five, Family life
Chapter Eighty-six, Jubiliant and Smelly
Chapter Eighty-seven, Ray of light
Chapter Eighty-eight, Bebe
Chapter Eighty-nine, Providence
Chapter Ninety, Make the decision
Chapter Ninety-one, Out with it
Chapter Ninety-two, No longer hiding
Chapter Ninety-three, Anywhere but here
Chapter Ninety-four, New celibacy
Chapter Ninety-five, Walk away
Chapter Ninety-six, Withdrawal
Chapter Ninety-seven, Keep this storm
Chapter Ninety-eight, Always and forevermore
Chapter Ninety-nine, Just a single mom
Chapter One hundred, Lonely bed
Chapter One hundred one, Devoid of good ideas
Chapter One hundred two, Sound so easy
Chapter One hundred three, Awakening babes
Chapter One hundred four, Missing
Chapter One hundred five, Giggling and wiggling
Chapter One hundred six, Things are looking...
Chapter One hundred seven, At all
Chapter One hundred eight, It's a start
Chapter One hundred nine, Trees
Chapter One hundred ten, Taste her anger
Chapter One hundred eleven, Conversations
Chapter One hundred twelve, Spinning
Chapter One hundred thirteen, Chances
Chapter One hundred fourteen, Small beginnings
Chapter One hundred fifteen, Didn't understand
Chapter One hundred sixteen, Gone
Chapter One hundred seventeen, Dressed up
Chapter One hundred eighteen, In the door
Chapter One hundred nineteen, Brotherly... love
Chapter One hundred twenty, Shards
Chapter One hundred twenty-one, Steel bars
Chapter One hundred twenty-two, Beginnings
Chapter One hundred twenty-three, Endings
Epilogue, Faith regained
(Anonymous)
wow
Re: wow
the last few chapters were amazing. i totally knew that bam and kat were going to get together. but Ville dying was a shocker.
*tear* im going to miss this...
and i missed all of it with being grounded! nooo!!!
Ville dying wasn't planned at all. But neither was him killing his brother.
At least I ended it and didn't just stop writing ;)
(Anonymous)
Oh Wow!!